“Drowning in Pain”

It’s been months that we lost our communication
Until now, I’m still struggling on how to move on
I was trapped in my own myriads of emotions
As I yearn for your love, warthm and attention.

Devoured by darkness and deprived of happiness
As well as caressed by unbearable hurt of loneliness
I turn out into a fallen soul of forsaken and hopelessness
The reason why I’m drowning in pain and sadness.

Unwanted and unloved is worse than being alone
Like a lost sheep, I’m broken that no one to hold on
Everytime my friends cede me an advice on moving on
Still, I’m bound to the memories of my dear moon.

A Canvas of suffering is written in my misty eyes
Even though I try to hide the pain I felt that time
Your last message of saying goodbye makes me cry
And I felt sorry for my family for lying that I’m fine.